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It
the other could only have
been the outcome of a
base and
dishonorable nature. I pray his
Excellency to pardon
the
freedom of
my expressions but asdam endeavouring to explain the operations of my
mind
which led to what is termed "deliberate
insubordination" I must ask to be
allowed to express myself freely. That I was excessively angry when I discovered the contemplated trick
to admit, for relying
the Chief Justice
I am free the good faith of
I had written to my family to
announce
my
intended return.
and I now
ry
felt to its fullest extent.
the heart sickness which attends
on
hope deferred. Under circumstances it was
these
hardly possible
I could regard the Chief Justice with
any feelings approaching respect. He had previously told
not entitled to be treated
gentleman. that I was
that I was
ag
merely his
und
equal
bound to wait upon him
wherever he
Clerk that his Clerk was
that I was
in his chambers and chose to send for
he
had
ostentatiously treated the Solicitors in the Court with extreme deference
while he
treating
studied prudence.
Called
on
-
with
he had ostentatiously
to perform duties which
belonged to and
store performed by
.
the